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 FLAWED I am irresponsible and that is just me.   I like to blame my thoughtless actions on other people, because that’s just me.    I am often selfish. And when I make sacrifices for other people, I like to think about my goodness, and how saintly I am; to be doing this or that for the other person. I gloat. And dwell on the amazing abundance of my heart, the goodness that flows from within. Simply because I spared that fat woman in the *trotro* an insult, when she accidentally stepped on my purple sneakers. I am a monster. And that is just me. When I am angry, There is no calming, no peace, no intervening. Because I will rant, and shout, and cry, and throw things, and hurl insults; firing guns with my mouth. Because I will storm out and curse all that is beautiful and pure. I will look at the skies, and curse God, saying “You think you’ve done something aama.” “The sun is too hot, and it’s giving people cancer. C